I was on my way to campus when my handphone started to play Evanescence - Bring Me To Life. I like listening to music when I am on my way to campus as a stress reliever in the middle of traffic jam. Anyway, that song recalled a moment of joy in my life. I smiled while my head was flooded with memories. I admit that it was a little weird since I was in a public transportation car called ‘angkot’ :p
That moment of joy of mine happened about 3,5 years ago. I was sixteen, almost seventeen. I was a student of a public high school at Surabaya. That moment of joy began several months before when I was chosen to reoresent my school to compete in the science olympiad, specifically in chemistry section. I felt very honored to represent my school. It was my dream since I took part in the same event in my junior high school although I wasn’t successful at the Nationals.
I worked hard to prepare myself with the help of my teacher. She was very smart, beautiful and nice. She’s also an alumni of my current college. I even skipped some classes to have more time for the competition. Actually I was kind of enjoy the skipping classes thing, haha. I got the second place at the first stage of the olympiad. The first stage was the city level. So I continued to the next stage, the province level. Some students from my school also selected to represent Surabaya in the East Java province competition. The competition was close to my end year exams. One exciting thing was my rendezvous with some old friends from my junior high school olympiad.
And so the province level competition was over and I waited for the result impatiently. I really hoped to go to the Nationals. In the middle of my school end year holiday, on July, I got a news from my school that I went to Nationals! Yaaayyyy, National Science Olympiad! But unfortunately for me, that year’s event was in Surabaya. My own city. I won’t go anywhere far. Just fyi, when I was in junior high, the Nationals was held in Pekanbaru so I went there for the first time in my life.
In order to prepare for the Nationals, I had to go to a preparation camp in Asrama Haji, a dormitory in Surabaya every Saturday until Sunday. What a nice way to spend Saturday night for a girl that soon turned seventeen :p The camp started in the afternoon but I was very lazy to go to school on Saturday so I managed to get a permission for skipping school every Saturday. HOHO
Just bubye Mandarin, counseling, and art lessons. Nyanyanya… The preparation camp was intended for all of the students who would represent East Java in Nationals. I was lucky the camp took place not so far from my home. Some friends from Banyuwangi or Kediri had to spend hours to get to Surabaya every weekend. We got some courses and preparations from some lecturers of ITS Surabaya. Oh and we got allowance too, hehe. Aside from that camp I also got extra lessons from Ms. Merry, my chemisry teacher I’ve mentioned before. I skipped classes more often than before. I just came to class in the morning, say hello to my classmates (and my new boyfriend, starting from August :p), stayed one or two hours then went to the teacher’s office to have a private lesson. I worked very hard since it was one of my biggest dream. I remembered the joy and pride of the winners that I witnessed three years before in Pekanbaru. I wanted to be like them.
The weekend camp actually was not as stressful as my friends imagined. We did some experiments and learned new things. We also developed a friendly bond and support each other, especially the girls that share a room together in the night. We even knew each other’s love story
My closest friends here are the chemistry girls, K and A, and a boy, also from chemistry section. We talked much and I was happy to study with them.
Then the Nationals begin on September. We was stayed at a hotel in Surabaya, along with other participants from all over Indonesia. Hotel for chemistry section is Cendana Hotel. And this is my moment of joy exactly happened. The competition itself was held in a complex of junior high school in the middle of Surabaya where my school is also located. I was nervous since I broke a glass plate in the experiment test. But the written test was better. Nah, the Evanescence part took place at Singgasana Hotel, where the gala dinner with East Java governor with olympiad participants held. A band played that song. I watched the band and spent the gala dinner with some friends but mostly with a boy I’ve mentioned above. Actually we grew closer in the preparation camp. Some friends sid that he might like me *blush* and he also said that several times but I considered that as a joke. I was very happy that night. Good song, good friends, good food, and great occasion.
The announcement of winner and closing ceremony was held at Auditorium C Unair in the last day of the olympiad. I was so nervous and filled with many emotions. I want to got the medal for many reasons. I didn’t want to make my teachers and my parents upset, I want to have a ‘golden ticket’ to enter university, I want the pride, and so many things. Finally, the winner announcement was read. 30 students would get medals for each subject, 15 bronzes, 10 silvers, and 5 gold medals. The bronzes were read first. Two of my East Java friends got the medal. One of them is A. Then the silver winners were announced. K got the medal. I was like “Whoa, all the chemisry girls got the medal except me” and my heart started pounding faster. But two names after K’s, it was my name! I got the silver medal! Oh that’s joy! My dream came true. I went to the stage with teary eyes, full of happiness. I thanked Allah may times. I also very proud because my parents was there too. After received my medal, I went outside to meet my parents and we embraced each other
Then I texted other family members. Also my boyfriend, I told him “Oh I didn’t get the bronze”. And he was sort of cheered me, told me not to upset. Haha. Then I texted him again “But I got the silver”. Then he told my other friends and they phoned me and screamed
Ah I’m even smiling writing this.
That olympiad experience and especially the silver medal gives me lots of things. I got new friends, special chemistry lesson that later helps me in my A Level exam, allowance to buy new handphone since my old one is broken, money prize to buy a laptop to be used in college (this laptop that I use right now), an opportunity to follow ITB entrance pass without pay millions rupiahs, great teachers, and so many things. I am very grateful to have that experience in my life
But good things have bitter side too. In the evening after closing ceremony, one of my friend, the boy I spent the gala dinner with, came to my hotel room and asked me to talk. He didn’t got medal, so I was comforted him. But he said that he want to tell me something else. He confessed that he likes me and he cares about me. I was torn at the moment. I had had a boyfriend a month before, but in other side I can’t deny that I felt comfortable with him. Finally I told him that he was kind and I was happy to be friend with him, but I can’t be more than that. Actually the primary thing that forced me to tell him that is not my relationship with my boyfriend. I even know that boy before I begin my relationship. But that thing is about faith. Unfortunately we have different faith. And I just can’t risk anything like that. Let it be a part of my teenage memories
So, Evanescence, Singgasana Hotel, Auditorium C, Cendana Hotel, silver medal, confession. My moment of joy!